Thursday, June 25, 2015
No longer the same as previous @ 1:18 AM
就连别人的男朋友都会在乎我关心我,你呢?为什么对你来说那么难做到?!我最近都发生了什么事你知道吗?我感觉你已经再也不想以前我认识的俊豪了。。。。。。
6years 1 month ? @ 1:01 AM
It's 12mn ! Here's our 6years 1 month anniversary. We have been together for so long but unfortunately it's not what I wish it will be. People changes. Things change. Love change. That's life perhaps I guess ? "Happy 6year1month anniversary:)love you" that's all what I got ? Yes it is. Everything changes so much all of a sudden. What could I say ? Maybe he's tired ? That's how I console myself. I've realized I no longer feel happy with you. I felt so lonely. No one is caring. Even you. I'm unhappy, no one is there to cheer me up. What's happening ? Where's our love ? What had actually happened ? :'( I'm feeling so deeply upset. I'm tearing inside me. Can I even let you know about it ? I'm not having a good day today. So suay to got stop by an aunty to check my bag! Uploaded what had happened to Facebook, but do you care ? Have you asked what actually happened ? Or just ask how's my day today ? Just a simple question and care I'm hoping for. Pretty upset today ! Sometimes I'm wondering will we be ended up separating ? How long could I hold on ? Or maybe how long could both of us hang on to this relationship ? Saying about this, promises ! Broke ! Where's my 6year anniversary present ? I'm waiting and even hoping to just get to your house and take it back without letting u know ? Could I ? Or should I just wait for it? Or forget it ? I doubt in important to you anymore :'( you started neglecting me so much :'( how can I tell you ? I'm really upset :'(
Friday, June 5, 2015
I'm hurting right inside me @ 2:06 PM
All of a sudden I feel like everything changes. Where's all the words you meant ? Why does it change so dramatically ? What had actually happen to us ? I'm tired. Why don't u tried to even make an effort ? That's all I'm asking for. I could no longer feel anything between us. But I don't wish to give up. I don't wanna let go. But what can I do ? I see no future. I see no effort. I see no promises. I no longer feel like we can talk to each other like how we used to be. It's really no longer the same. You said that you will face our problems together. But ? So what is it now ? I'm being neglected ? You did so much to hurt me, I've let go of so much tears. I just wanna know what had actually happened between us ? Have you ever thought of why aren't we be in good terms recently ? Though you still told me you love me, but it's all words. You don't prove it. I've have nth left to say right now. Just waiting for miracles to save this relationship. I've never been in a relationship where I got so serious. But this time I do, it hurts so much