就连别人的男朋友都会在乎我关心我，你呢？为什么对你来说那么难做到？！我最近都发生了什么事你知道吗？我感觉你已经再也不想以前我认识的俊豪了。。。。。。

It's 12mn ! Here's our 6years 1 month anniversary. We have been together for so long but unfortunately it's not what I wish it will be. People changes. Things change. Love change. That's life perhaps I guess ? "Happy 6year1month anniversary:)love you" that's all what I got ? Yes it is. Everything changes so much all of a sudden. What could I say ? Maybe he's tired ? That's how I console myself. I've realized I no longer feel happy with you. I felt so lonely. No one is caring. Even you. I'm unhappy, no one is there to cheer me up. What's happening ? Where's our love ? What had actually happened ? :'( I'm feeling so deeply upset. I'm tearing inside me. Can I even let you know about it ? I'm not having a good day today. So suay to got stop by an aunty to check my bag! Uploaded what had happened to Facebook, but do you care ? Have you asked what actually happened ? Or just ask how's my day today ? Just a simple question and care I'm hoping for. Pretty upset today ! Sometimes I'm wondering will we be ended up separating ? How long could I hold on ? Or maybe how long could both of us hang on to this relationship ? Saying about this, promises ! Broke ! Where's my 6year anniversary present ? I'm waiting and even hoping to just get to your house and take it back without letting u know ? Could I ? Or should I just wait for it? Or forget it ? I doubt in important to you anymore :'( you started neglecting me so much :'( how can I tell you ? I'm really upset :'(

All of a sudden I feel like everything changes. Where's all the words you meant ? Why does it change so dramatically ? What had actually happen to us ? I'm tired. Why don't u tried to even make an effort ? That's all I'm asking for. I could no longer feel anything between us. But I don't wish to give up. I don't wanna let go. But what can I do ? I see no future. I see no effort. I see no promises. I no longer feel like we can talk to each other like how we used to be. It's really no longer the same. You said that you will face our problems together. But ? So what is it now ? I'm being neglected ? You did so much to hurt me, I've let go of so much tears. I just wanna know what had actually happened between us ? Have you ever thought of why aren't we be in good terms recently ? Though you still told me you love me, but it's all words. You don't prove it. I've have nth left to say right now. Just waiting for miracles to save this relationship. I've never been in a relationship where I got so serious. But this time I do, it hurts so much

Hello!
Good morning!
im back to post again,blog gonna be dead soon if i dont post..

Currently in school right now..
studying windows 7 :)

Recalling back yst incident..
Im really sorry my dear!
Dui bu qi

But no worries,everything is fine now:D

Loveeeeeees dear!

tats all..
just a short post.

margaret:)

I guess its time for me to update my blog already..
I've realised that things and ppl around me have changed alot!Including even me myself have changed!
Everthing starts to become more and more challenging!
Although its challenging,but i still feel that life is getting meaningless and i dont get the reason for me to continue living in this world!Maybe its a point of how i view it or its maybe just the fact that its really hurtful!!!
But i just dont understand why some ppl just cant thought of how i feel?
Dont they know that its wrong to anthow spread rumours when they dont even know the true reason behind it?!
Its painful to fall from high levels u know?!
Really hope that everything could really end faster!i dragging for so long already!i'm feeling real tired from everything!
ITS HURTFUL!
shall stop talking about this.. What i hope and wishes most is that ppl who doesnt know a single thing,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stop spreading and accusing me for not gg any meetings!
Please lah!ppl,think!every meeting starts at 6pm and never end early..somemore every meeting also need hear the "boss" say his long long stories!its totally wasting my time!no point going for meeting lyk tat!am i right?!
And FH!,let me tell u honestly,YOU DONT FIT TO BE ONE !!!YOU SUX MAN! This is not wad a leader should do!you are a loser instead of a leader!please dont think that u got such a post,you can anyhow say anything u lyk!!
Lastly before i stop this topic,
AG!i'm really disappointed in you!You didnt keep your promises!You understand that i've difficulties,u didnt even helped me,still have an idea of pulling me down!wad is this!!!UNFAIR!
--END--

Happy Birthday DEAR!:)

Hello!

I cant sleep so wake up to blog!
On friday,i've started working at century square,as a sales assistant at puushcart selling clothes..the outcome was quite good but its really tiring!and its very cold there!Saturday and sunday,i'm at there also!but sunday,the business isnt very good..maybe all sundays is lyk tat!
But wad is bored is tat,during lunch time and dinner time,i'm all alone!all the pushcart only got two ppl,so we need to take turns to go and eat..while eating,i'm sms-ing dear!but i knew that he wont received the msg,as he is in Myanmar..but i still cant control by sms-ing him!just miss him damn lots!On sunday,didnt really eat much as i've fall sick again!i guess its the aircon which have cause it..and somemore everyday night i reach home at ard 10plus pm then i go and bath,which is too cold for me!
Hopes to get well soon!Sick,go work = damn tiring!:(

Today and tml is my off day!Woohoox!
today morning went to harbourfront to look for pohlee and alice..
then after tat went to city square mall to shop!
after tat went back home!
tats wad i did today!

Another 3 more days and dear will be back!Soooooo finally!i've been waiting for 18dec for soooo long!!!
I MISS YOU DEAR!
LOVE YOU LOTS!!

Okay..
shall end here..
its getting late!
goodnight and sweetdreams!

WELCOME TO MARGARET BLOG=) a piglet lover:D

就连别人的男朋友都会在乎我关心我，你呢？为什么对你来说那么难做到？！我最近都发生了什么事你知道吗？我感觉你已经再也不想以前我认识的俊豪了。。。。。。

It's 12mn ! Here's our 6years 1 month anniversary. We have been together for so long but unfortunately it's not what I wish it will be. People changes. Things change. Love change. That's life perhaps I guess ? "Happy 6year1month anniversary:)love you" that's all what I got ? Yes it is. Everything changes so much all of a sudden. What could I say ? Maybe he's tired ? That's how I console myself. I've realized I no longer feel happy with you. I felt so lonely. No one is caring. Even you. I'm unhappy, no one is there to cheer me up. What's happening ? Where's our love ? What had actually happened ? :'( I'm feeling so deeply upset. I'm tearing inside me. Can I even let you know about it ? I'm not having a good day today. So suay to got stop by an aunty to check my bag! Uploaded what had happened to Facebook, but do you care ? Have you asked what actually happened ? Or just ask how's my day today ? Just a simple question and care I'm hoping for. Pretty upset today ! Sometimes I'm wondering will we be ended up separating ? How long could I hold on ? Or maybe how long could both of us hang on to this relationship ? Saying about this, promises ! Broke ! Where's my 6year anniversary present ? I'm waiting and even hoping to just get to your house and take it back without letting u know ? Could I ? Or should I just wait for it? Or forget it ? I doubt in important to you anymore :'( you started neglecting me so much :'( how can I tell you ? I'm really upset :'(

All of a sudden I feel like everything changes. Where's all the words you meant ? Why does it change so dramatically ? What had actually happen to us ? I'm tired. Why don't u tried to even make an effort ? That's all I'm asking for. I could no longer feel anything between us. But I don't wish to give up. I don't wanna let go. But what can I do ? I see no future. I see no effort. I see no promises. I no longer feel like we can talk to each other like how we used to be. It's really no longer the same. You said that you will face our problems together. But ? So what is it now ? I'm being neglected ? You did so much to hurt me, I've let go of so much tears. I just wanna know what had actually happened between us ? Have you ever thought of why aren't we be in good terms recently ? Though you still told me you love me, but it's all words. You don't prove it. I've have nth left to say right now. Just waiting for miracles to save this relationship. I've never been in a relationship where I got so serious. But this time I do, it hurts so much

Hello!
Good morning!
im back to post again,blog gonna be dead soon if i dont post..

Currently in school right now..
studying windows 7 :)

Recalling back yst incident..
Im really sorry my dear!
Dui bu qi

But no worries,everything is fine now:D

Loveeeeeees dear!

tats all..
just a short post.

margaret:)

I guess its time for me to update my blog already..
I've realised that things and ppl around me have changed alot!Including even me myself have changed!
Everthing starts to become more and more challenging!
Although its challenging,but i still feel that life is getting meaningless and i dont get the reason for me to continue living in this world!Maybe its a point of how i view it or its maybe just the fact that its really hurtful!!!
But i just dont understand why some ppl just cant thought of how i feel?
Dont they know that its wrong to anthow spread rumours when they dont even know the true reason behind it?!
Its painful to fall from high levels u know?!
Really hope that everything could really end faster!i dragging for so long already!i'm feeling real tired from everything!
ITS HURTFUL!
shall stop talking about this.. What i hope and wishes most is that ppl who doesnt know a single thing,PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stop spreading and accusing me for not gg any meetings!
Please lah!ppl,think!every meeting starts at 6pm and never end early..somemore every meeting also need hear the "boss" say his long long stories!its totally wasting my time!no point going for meeting lyk tat!am i right?!
And FH!,let me tell u honestly,YOU DONT FIT TO BE ONE !!!YOU SUX MAN! This is not wad a leader should do!you are a loser instead of a leader!please dont think that u got such a post,you can anyhow say anything u lyk!!
Lastly before i stop this topic,
AG!i'm really disappointed in you!You didnt keep your promises!You understand that i've difficulties,u didnt even helped me,still have an idea of pulling me down!wad is this!!!UNFAIR!
--END--

Happy Birthday DEAR!:)

Hello!

I cant sleep so wake up to blog!
On friday,i've started working at century square,as a sales assistant at puushcart selling clothes..the outcome was quite good but its really tiring!and its very cold there!Saturday and sunday,i'm at there also!but sunday,the business isnt very good..maybe all sundays is lyk tat!
But wad is bored is tat,during lunch time and dinner time,i'm all alone!all the pushcart only got two ppl,so we need to take turns to go and eat..while eating,i'm sms-ing dear!but i knew that he wont received the msg,as he is in Myanmar..but i still cant control by sms-ing him!just miss him damn lots!On sunday,didnt really eat much as i've fall sick again!i guess its the aircon which have cause it..and somemore everyday night i reach home at ard 10plus pm then i go and bath,which is too cold for me!
Hopes to get well soon!Sick,go work = damn tiring!:(

Today and tml is my off day!Woohoox!
today morning went to harbourfront to look for pohlee and alice..
then after tat went to city square mall to shop!
after tat went back home!
tats wad i did today!

Another 3 more days and dear will be back!Soooooo finally!i've been waiting for 18dec for soooo long!!!
I MISS YOU DEAR!
LOVE YOU LOTS!!

Okay..
shall end here..
its getting late!
goodnight and sweetdreams!

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9. Bon voyage dear ~9Dec
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